Poet Jennifer Reeser chooses a poem by Dana Gioia. |
About Jennifer Reeser
About the poem
Noon. It is the strongest, brightest
time of day. Artists are advised to examine their subjects in this full
spectrum white light, in order that they may clearly see all variegation in
temperature and value. Light from the
noonday sun is the hardest light spill possible, the most accurate revealing
light source available to the eye. In this poem, I most appreciate the repetitive,
ongoing aspect of perception – the interrogative -- set unexpectedly in the
day, as opposed to morose, covert, romantic, deadening night. However rueful the speaker’s message may be, the
manner of his presentation is optimistic. This is (after all) the better man being given life, allowed to
speak, the poem taking issue with its message, arguing against itself. The reader learns that this is the man who is
not, and yet here he is, regardless; the very fact of his presence, a positive
statement. The music of stanza three is
irresistible, with its caesuras and alliteration, the “spin” of its last
inquiry, as it were, spilling over into the unforeseen image of the rose. Horticultural
wisdom goes that roses would rather drink than eat. I find the poem’s fierce vulnerability to be appealing,
and its refusal of irony to be a relief.
Its courtly diction overarches, beautifies and mitigates like a garden
arbor the choler taking place beneath. As a reader, I feel a sense of inclusion
through the speaker’s insistence on meaning. For me, the final line is
unforgettable.
The poem
INTERROGATIONS AT NOON
INTERROGATIONS AT NOON
Just before noon
I often hear a voice,
Cool and
insistent, whispering in my head.
It is the better
man I might have been,
Who chronicles
the life I've never led.
He cannot
understand what grim mistake
Granted me life
but left him still unborn.
He views his
wayward brother with regret
And hardly
bothers to disguise his scorn.
"Who is the person you pretend to
be?"
He asks, "The failed saint, the simpering bore,
The pale connoisseur of spent desire,
The half-hearted hermit eyeing the door?
"You cultivate confusion like a rose
In watery lies too weak to be untrue,
And play the minor figures in the pageant,
Extravagant and empty, that is you."
He asks, "The failed saint, the simpering bore,
The pale connoisseur of spent desire,
The half-hearted hermit eyeing the door?
"You cultivate confusion like a rose
In watery lies too weak to be untrue,
And play the minor figures in the pageant,
Extravagant and empty, that is you."
"Interrogations at Noon" reprinted by permission of Dana Gioia.